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Flames by kirakid91, literature

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Flames

Cay you see the light of hell, It exists here on Earth, The fire that rages in every heart, That makes us kill ourselves, That fire burns forever and ever, Destroying body and soul, So intense is this blaze that I smell the charred corpses, I see the victims crisp and flaming, Screams of the dying fill my ears, Am I insane if only I sense it, The horror that I feel is deserved, The burnt people in agony as the flames of hell catch them, Somehow this seems righteous, That the beings of Earth shall die, Either way we all will die, At the hands of one another, For there is no hell to mete out punishment, And no heaven to reap re

Cold Moon by kirakid91, literature

Perspectives by kirakid91, literature

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Perspectives

Enjoyment is happy, Pleasure is happy, Sadness is fine, Pain is fine, The soul freezing solitude is excrutiating, How much suffering must I endure to be fine, How much anguish must I survive to be happy, Will I ever be completely whole, Will my torment never end, Is it worth the hardship to come out on bottom, Do you know the answer, Because I've lost perspective from always staring up at the bright world where you live.

Obducted Downward by kirakid91, literature

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Obducted Downward

When everyone feels cold, When everything seems dark, When every noise sounds empty, When every love is blind, How can I escape, How can I live, How can I thrive, With the weight of blackness, With the pain of betrayal, With the solitude of eternity, Where do I go, What do I do, Who do I love, When do I escape, Why do I live, As my world crumbles I continue to stand, Without a ground beneathe me how do I move on, All I have left is a shattered past, Faded memories, A broken heart, Im dying fast, What do I do when the only things around me are a mind of knives, A heart of broken glass, And a hand of razors, What can I d

Wish by kirakid91, literature

The Other Side of the Coin by kirakid91, literature

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The Other Side of the Coin

I'm sure everyone has heard this at least once in their life. Tis better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all. Well I have a little poem for the person who first said that... Hugs that sufficate you, Kisses that take you're breath away, Words that melt your heart, Love that lives forever, That is true with any love, But there is another side to it, Hugs of sympathy for feelings unrequited, Kisses that no longer exist, Words of pain that stab you're soul, Love betrayed and destroyed, Is it really better to lose that love then to never of known such joy and agony. (If you still think that's true then you're a fuc

Torn by kirakid91, literature

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Torn

These feelings I have leave me empty, The people that I hurt leave me forever, Pain and heartache consume me, Choices I make rip me apart, Decisions left undecided tear at me, My mind full of regret, My heart overflowing with pain, My soul pounded by sorrow, My life enveloped in darkness, When all is said and done, I am either alone or dead, That is my unchanging fate, So leave me to my solitude, For I cause nothing but harm, Dispell me from your heart, Expell me from your life, Erase me from your memory, Delete me from existance, So you may live on joyfully. My feelings tear me in twain, But you deserve all that I am, Th

I Hear Them So Very Clear by kirakid91, literature

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I Hear Them So Very Clear

They never ever go away They haunt me each and every day There is no joy in what they say These cuts of mine are here to stay I hear them screaming in my head The voices and the tears they shed Like the bullet that shot me dead At least thats what they've always said Its nothing but pain i hear It strikes my heart as a spear The truth they speak fills me with fear I save myself with one bloody tear

Refusal by kirakid91, literature

Existance in Black by kirakid91, literature

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Existance in Black

Everything is hazy, Suffocating clouds of black smoke envelope me, I yell for help, I scream and shout, My view grows dim, The smoke clears and i look for help, Nothing, No one there, Just emptyness, Dispare and lonelyness consume me, Fear taunts my abandoned soul, The chill of anguish and lovelessness sweeps over the frozen plains of my existance, Grey snow floats silently upon me, The sky turns bright, I run twards the light, Desprate for warmth, Only to find my heart ablaze, Hopes, Dreams, Love, and Tenderness, All that ive ever wished for burns to a cinder, The flames die and my world of empty darkness returns, Fore

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Three Long Years by I-AM-KAI, literature

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Three Long Years

Pick up my pen Put it to paper I've got to get this out... You broke me more than these simple words can say, I still think about you at some point every day. It's been three long years, And still I fight back the tears, When someone speaks your name, This isn't a messed up game, honestly I'm going insane. I know you have forgotten me by now, I just can't let you go somehow. I still feel your hand in mine, Remember our bodies entwine. Now your love belongs to another, Please know for me there is no other lover. Nobody I could hold so tight, No one I could give my night. You were the only one for me, I just wish I could

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kirakid91

Mar 27, 2012

meh

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.-. yup... ._. uh huh x_x thats better

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kirakid91

Mar 21, 2012

it hurts

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If you know the same pain as I, then you would'nt speak of it either

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kirakid91

Mar 10, 2012

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i havnt gotten on dA in about a week cause life once again somehow gets more hectic, confusing, draining, and painful...i wwas on a spyralling depression which turned to falling depression (there was so slope anymore...just straight down) then i got suicidal...then i was suicidal while talking some friends out of doing what i was doing that same moment...then i got in a couple fights with my mom...and now i might have a child on the way with the woman i love (who is engaged to another man and they have a 23day old baby girl)...life gets more complex by the second...so i gotta think about the 'what ifs' about having a child with her, getting a